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13 January 2013 @ 01:34 pm
as someone who has battled with depression for more than half my life I have to say, standing on the opposite side now, watching someone else go through it....

depressed people can be REALLY fucking aggravating.

My mom is going through it and it is just hell. I'm medicated for it and my social anxiety disorder but she refuses to get help. She says God will help her through.

God may help but medication will do it faster. Fuck come ON mother. You are the person who's always asking if i'm on my meds and making sure I don't come off because she doesn't want to see me like that again. Now she refuses even though she's getting to be impossible to live with.

This is driving me nuts. I never thought being on the other side would be so irritating.
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: all time low
gallacgallac on January 14th, 2013 09:13 am (UTC)
I went through stuff like that living with both jen and Keati...

Having never gone though it I mostly kept my mouth shut.

Nothing seemed to get through.

I really hope your mum gets through it. I remember her being rather lovely when she visited you when you were living here. hang in there you can do this. you're far stronger than you give yourself credit for.
Butterfly Ishidabutterflyishida on January 15th, 2013 01:20 am (UTC)
i've been hanging on to the ledge of sanity for most of the past year but i'll keep going. i usually just walk away when her sullen behaviour starts to get to me.

thanks for reminding me about inner strength though *hugs*
gallacgallac on January 15th, 2013 11:22 am (UTC)
and you have shit load of that inner strength. If you didn't you wouldn't be here.

But it is hard.
and sometime you need a break or you start to crack. make sure you lok after yourself as well as your mum.

I was thinking.....remember someone once saying god only helps those who are willing to help themselves. would saying that help toward her getting help?

*sending you many hugs*